Doctors!!

 Met with my surgeon today and I’d like to say here that he’s a jerk. It’s close to say that we feel more like adversaries than doctor patient. He’s that doctor that doesn’t like the patient being educated. It threatens him, I guess. My husband kept stepping in the lower the temperature of the conversation. I do not enjoy this cocky mother fucker. My husband says what matters is if he can fix me but guess what I found out today by applying a little pressure…. He says that he’s a Uro-Gyne, which as we know from the last guy is an elite class amongst doctors. Only 43 per year are given the credentials…. I push him on the because he keeps saying that he can’t perform the surgeries that I KNOW uro-gynes perform. Finally he says “ well I’m more Gyne but I can treat kidney stones and stuff”

That’s NOT a uro-gyne! A true uro-gyne can turn a penis into a vagina and Vice versa! They know their stuff and I NEED a reconstructed urethra. I want to cry. Soooo much time waisted.

We’ll see. Cross your everythings.

Got my booster today and am on the slow road to hell. Getting more sore and icky by the minute but, I’m grateful for that. My immunocomprimised body is working! Yes!

Anyway, I have a test next week for the doc, a test the following week and if all goes well and he believes that he can fix me, surgery on the 20th. That’s good news!!

Gotta go.

Tracy