Friday

I’m in constant pain. The black water is deep.

Moving on.....

We got our new lease to sign... Three months early(?) but for some reason that made me very happy! We are looking at moving to a different unit in the building. There are pluses being in the back with the trees and creek and people watching but I want to maybe try the hustle and bustle side. We will see. I’m also not stoked about moving, even if it’s just down the hall! Man, I think we all still have PTSD from last year!

The grand baby is due any second now. A couple of false labor events and that’s fun on my end. Not so much hers.... But that’s probably true will most things “birth” related. I so wish I could be her Doula. I am so excited! ( since I started this she lost her mucus plug!)

I spoke to my doctor about surgery. It didn’t go that well. I could get into it and bore you to death but I’ll spare you. It’s just frustrating. He’s clearly afraid that he can be sued and spends the conversation distancing himself from me so much that by tomorrow it won’t have been him who performed the surgery... Never do that. All that says is.... “ I deserve to be sued”

It’s time for me to see another doctor. He’s offered a friend of his which is laughable. Why would I do that?? Sounds fishy, right?

I had someone from 23andme contact me. I will be telling you about it soon. It’s so oddly coincidental with my current life that it has to be true. It’s so unique and must be from my paternal side. First gen American from Manchester England and the county I’m from in Ireland. Potentially  my grandfather. Fits so many things. I think you’ll like it.


I’m gonna go now!

Cattails to you.

Tracy