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 Two posts in two days! I’m on fire, Girl!

Yesterday I did a podcast with Robb. The intent was just to do a chatty little thing and also promote my 31 days of Halloween that’s coming up. We always go off topic so for the last two podcasts I decided that we’d have a general talking point and then just chat like we do on the phone. Just hang out with the peeps kind of thing. 

That podcast will likely never see the light of day. I can’t publish it. Why? Apparently I’ve become so accustomed to being recorded that I FORGOT we were recording and we went so far off into the weeds that it was a really deep conversation about religion. Robb is deep diving BACK into his religious beliefs and going to church three or four times per week and he’s so deep into that I recently asked when he was going to stop talking to me, because I’m not on the organized religion train and drag it every chance I get. So! He’s been curbing his viewing of things that he used to love. Horror films, demon stuff, paranormal stuff… And he’s become SUPER superstitious to the point of it impairing his life. We took a turn off the path into that on the podcast. Me criticizing “The Church” and him saying that he doesn’t know if he can participate on my channel anymore, my reaction to his religion causing him to be living in FEAR and how that’s one of my biggest pet peeves of organized religion. I was terrified as a child that I’d forget to pray and ask forgiveness for a sin and be sent to hell. I was terrified to look at anything and wish that I could have one because envy is a sin. Of course there was all the fears of THE END TIMES being drilled into me and being petrified that I’d forget to pray and be “Left behind” to be tortured. 

The podcast did sound like our actual phone conversations, that’s for sure, because in, at least my brain, I’d forgotten that we were recording and therefore did not censor myself even a little bit.

Two rules of having a YouTube channel, don’t talk about politics or religion, unless that’s what your channel is about. 

Now I’m supposed to do one tonight as a re-do and I’m just not in the mood. That last one took a left so hard that I’m irritated with Robb and his new judgmental religious ways. 

I didn’t sign up for fundamentalist Robb. 

This is definitely something I’ll get tired of real quick.

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