My new granddaughter has a very rare birth defect in her heart and will be having open heart surgery.
No, her mother didn’t tell us about it, my YM did.
I asked YM to tell her that she could call us, we’d leave all the shit out of it and just be there to support them.
She said no.
I think I did the right thing and feel good about that.
I felt the shift when YM told me she’d said no.
At my last doctors appt I found out that I have an organ that is barely functioning. My doc told me that extreme stress can cause this organ to not be able to function which is causing my blood sugar to be difficult to control.
I can not let this woman cause me that much stress anymore. I’m gonna talk with my psychiatrist on Monday, get my amnesia med upped and if I have to use prescription drugs to be able to become indifferent, then I’ll do that.
Sometimes coping skills come in the form of an RX. That’s ok too…..oh, and a hot fudge sundae.
Let’s lighten this place up next time I’m here!!
For a bear… I could use a jackhammer right now. What a fantastic way to get out your aggressions!! I was thinking bat against tree but beating the heck out of some concrete seems more fun!
Night luvs!
Me
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