SOME STUFF

 I’ve decided to leave the post I wrote yesterday in its file for now. I can be so depressing sometimes. 

On a bright note, I have full blown insomnia. Now, as someone who thrives in the dark, this is especially difficult because as soon as the sun rises my brain also kicks over into anxiety about how many hours of sleep I’ll get if I fall asleep in a half hour, and that goes on and on and then I’ll get about 3 hours and my body thinks, well, it’s time to get up! Sorry that you’re living on 2-3 hours of shitty sleep!

I’ve never experienced this version before, so, that’s exciting! 

Then came the antibiotics. I have a kidney infection, ya, shocking, I know, so I’m on the black box antibiotics and they make me sleep..... For an eternity.

Here’s how I set myself up for bed, this is thrilling stuff, I have a super soft blanket under my comforter, I don’t like the flannel sheet so I push it aside. I wrap my pillow in another super soft blanket, I hold another supper soft blanket like a body pillow and place my Uber soft electric blanket along the bottom of the bed to keep my feet warm. That is my sleep burrito. 

I took my antibiotics and fell into the deepest, soundest, softest blanket sleep I have possibly ever had. Bliss, I’d gone weeks without good sleep. Imagine that. Cozy, surrounded by cloud blankets, warm feet..... Ah..... 

And then it happens.....

“mom?” 

“Mom?”

“MOM”

“ What’s the Netflix password? Miya needs it so we can watch a movie with me here and her and (boyfriend) at their house”

I was in such a deep sleep that I couldn’t figure out what Netflix was!

I swear, I have karma that is currently kicking my ass.

Random:

Edmond Oklahoma. My boys vb club practices there. My husband and son lived there in an apartment for nearly two years while I coached in the Falls, the boy would travel down for my games and when I didn’t have games I’d go up there and we’d travel to tournaments . In fact, if anyone remembers the time I nearly got arrested for trespassing and narrowly escaped getting hit by a train, I was in Edmond when the police contacted me.

The US training center has the boy go to OKC to see the specialist and we stay in Edmond to hang with his coaches. I was there within the last few weeks.

Humidity is a bitch. People think that southwestern states have a dry heat, they are very wrong. 

So close and yet so far away. Could have flown down to my island to shop and eat. It’s fantastic here. Maybe someday. 

And next time I write I’ll talk about the results of a biopsy that was taken from the boy and how freaking awesome science is.

Night,

Me