I know, I know! It’s a lot to unpack. It’s a lot of typing with no spelling checks, no punctuation, stream of thoughts, feeling, facts….
I’m working on it!
As a side note, saw my doctor today, she’s lovely and beautifully pregnant with a basketball tummy.
I’m getting scans done on my spleen and pancreas Tuesday. Checking for…. That thing. The unmentionable thing. I’m telling you right now, if there was to be any of that thing found on my pancreas there will be no treatments. It’s a quick little demon and I’m not about prolonging suffering. I’m gonna get drunk, stay drunk and go on a kick ass vacation.
It’s not though. I don’t have that gut feeling. I don’t feel afraid. Nervous, of course, I’m still me, after all. It’s fine. Could be that it’s my spleen killing off my red blood cells and that’s a thing that happens but, it’s not a death sentence or anything, more like a pain in the butt.
No worries.
Night luvs,
Me
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