Quickly...

A couple more questions...

Before I start, we took down our Christmas decorations Sunday... ok, maybe not every single one but enough of them. I was ready but still later than most although several people in my community still had theirs up too. I love it here.

So, I know, you’re on pins and needles wanting to know.... Can you pee?

Sadly, no. Well, a minuscule amount, which is 100% more than none so I’ll take it. Let’s let out a collective.... oooohhhhhhh.

So let’s do a couple more questions.

1. You’ve said that you don’t share your stories with friends. Do you share with Rob(Robb?) or no. If you do is it different because he’s a guy?

 Oddly enough, I have shared next to everything with Robb. Like, very close to everything although I do keep a little something in the pocket over my heart. I guess that it might be because he’s male. But, from nearly the beginning of us meeting he’s felt very safe. There’s absolutely zero chance of us having more than a friendship. Neither one feels like that at all. He very much feels a sibling type friendship with me which has something to do with his stories. We have had oddly similar experiences which has made us oddly similar in all ways that we feel about people and trust and anger and loyalty and love and who we allow into our lives.

We are both very much introverted and that’s a very specific type of thinking and feeling. We’ve both dealt with depression and anxiety. We’ve both had similar families ( parents and siblings) we’ve both acted out our pain in similar ways and been crushed badly others in very similar ways. 

Men tend, in my experience, to be more trustworthy than women, so maybe it does make a difference, I don’t know. If I’m wrong and it goes south, we’ll, he knows nothing that can hurt me. No friend will ever know anything that can hurt me. I’m pretty open these days, you may have noticed.

1. Are you still into makeup?

Yes! In fact I’m in the process of replacing all of my makeup, brushes and moisturizers etc...

I have thousands of dollars worth of beauty products. I have a four tier professional makeup travel case that weighs a freaking ton. I had both my girls come over to go shopping in my cases. They could take brushes, palettes, highlighters, lipsticks etc. anything they wanted and they pretty much cleaned me out. Which was a win win for everyone. They can’t necessarily afford $50 for an eyeshadow pallet or a brush so, they have some very nice collections now and for Christmas I bought them each very nice sets of brushes.

My point, yes, I’m having a blast starting over. It’s going to take some time, of course, but I’m ok with taking my time to get another versatile, classic AND fun, well made collection. I love makeup and playing with it.

Ok, I’m sorry but I’m gonna stop here. I have someplace to be!!

Have a good day, luvs

Tracy