Written on my phone and not edited. My bad! Good luck!

How’s it going?

It’s early in the AM. I have a FaceTime doctor’s visit this morning and then I think I’m going to venture out to Ikea..... we have “tax free weekend” in Texas and that was this weekend so my logic says.... IKEA should not be as full and besides, I don’t think that on a busy day that I’ve been more that six feet close to someone. It’s just so big!!

I’m not going for any real reason other than the meatballs, if I’m honest!! 

The OM and family came over Saturday so I got to hold Linc-oln and I swear, I’m so in love with this tiny human who also.... Has my palms!!! For some very strange and odd reason, my palm game is strong! :-) 

We were going through old pictures and can see where oldest boy really looked like his son does at the same age. And photos where YM looks like her son and me.

It’s really awesome. I highly recommend it. 

The oldest grandson is very shy and on the spectrum. I keep lots of books here for him to read. He’s the fastest reader I’ve ever met. Goosebumps book...30 minutes. Done. I’m going to have a library soon!! I try and steer him to more “classical” reads as well, A Wrinkle in Time, The Wind in the Willows, Where the Red Fern Grows etc, and he’s finding that interesting as well, which thrills me!!

The granddaughter is so great and funny and smart and.... A Holy Terror! Yes! This child is stubborn, insightful, intuitive, can’t be “tricked” into “good” behavior, determined and strong willed!!

This is the child that grandparents will onto their child who was the same!! She’s a feisty ball of fire who gives them a run for their money and I get called A LOT for advice. I wish I knew!! Just water her and try and gently direct the way she grows... she’ll be a leader. Not a follower!

I’ve been getting a lot of emails asking how I am. It’s very kind of everyone to reach out. Thank you. I get bored with my own self talking about depression or urologists! I can’t wait for a day where those words are words I never use again. So bored!! Yet, so large. We will speak later of it all. 

Well, I have homework to do on the pineal gland for a podcast coming up. Yes, that is strange and if anyone were to look at my search history they’d think I’m a nut job, it’s a long story, but I get a lot of questions about having a scar between my eyes. I always thought it was from chicken pox but looking at childhood pictures I see that it’s not. Some religions actually have a belief about this mark and it’s been very interesting digging into this to try and answer questions that I get but, it seems that there’s such a deep religious aspect that I find most won’t be satisfied with the answers or lack of answers.... sorry, I went off down the rabbit hole... must be going!

Me.                       Painting:     Le Jardin