Ok, LOTS of questions about THIS!
1) I’m just going to do the basics that everyone is asking rather than one question, so we want to know…. How sick is Robb, does he have a diagnosis? Will he still do my podcast? Do his kids know? And I’m a crappy person for giving it very little space when I mentioned it, obviously.
Robb’s been having kidney “ issue” symptoms for several months now. I’m not going to delve into his med history or explain it all but docs pretty much wrote everything off and gave him antibiotics. He had another scan done on this past Friday and they scanned his whole body and lymph nodes.he will get the diagnosis this week. However, it is likely that it’s cancer given several indicators. He will have surgery, regardless, to get the tumor or kidney out and depending on if there are any lymph nodes involved there will be other steps. His daughters know a very age appropriate amount of information. He will do podcasts if he wants to. That’s not up to me to decide or ask him to do. It’s the least of my worries at the moment. Last but not least, yes, I’m a crap person. I thought we’d established that already?
I’m feeling testy here, People.
2) ( Again, a combo of multiple questions about the same topic) Any progress with your children? Is it difficult? Do you have a therapist? Do you think it’s your fault that two of your children aren’t talking to you? Seems like it must be your fault. Have you really done some soul searching about your part in this? There’s three sides to every story yada yada yada, I really think that you’re not telling everything……
No. No progress. It is difficult but I’ve found that my mindset about it can either make it harder or make it… Less difficult. I have a therapist who is so great about helping me see the things I can’t because I’m in the Forrest. She’s very much about being still and letting things happen in their own way in their own time and that’s something that I struggle with. I like problems solved right now, let’s dig into this until we’re all clear of our emotions and start the healing, and other people aren’t like that I guess. As for it being my fault and all the other stuff that’s been sent. One thing that I’ll say that really pisses me off… guess what, there is not always three sides bullshit. That saying does nothing but diminish a persons valid feelings when they are experiencing any kind of physical, emotional or verbal… stuff. Just…
Bless your precious heart, Sugar.
3) I wonder if your depression really is better because I haven’t seen you paint lately.
Ya. I don’t know. It’s a peaks and valley kind of thing maybe. Perhaps I don’t need it as much as when I’m in the valley?
4) You still doing a documentary? Yes! Oh, exciting things!! I’ve met a therapist who specializes in men who were abused by women as children and he was as well. My God, the information goldmine that I have struck! Now, he’s about males but it’s the psychology of the women that is something I’m really interested in so I’m not sure that the sex of the victim “ always” matters. It’s not a broad brush type of thing. Lots of interviews!
Have to go
Tracy
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