And here we are...

Kill me

I’m so sick and I can’t go to see a doctor or an ER.

I’m just going to binge watch some documentaries until my brain shorts out.

First..... The worst kidney infection. I slept for..... hold on... 26 HOURS!! I lost an entire day. No food. No drink. Nada. 

I’ve stared an antibiotic that I’ve never taken before and my doc says if this doesn’t work... hospital to get shots of the biggest gun antibiotics. He’s trying to keep me home. I’m trying to stay home. If my fucking body would just work!

Second.... Mystery illness!!

The left side of my body from the shoulder up is sick. Like, Muscle pain, half of a sore throat, my eye is swollen, my ear hurts and is hot and my neck..... My friggin neck!!! All the lymph nodes are so swollen that I can’t turn my head!!

What is this Dr Interweb Tubes???

Forget documentaries, I’m going to binge The Masked Singer which I had never watched before but now it’s my new crack. I really can’t explain how my brain works, especially since I have not left the house in..... Five(?) weeks!!

I’m sending the husband for paint today. Yes!!! I need an outlet other than online shopping... seriously, I’m pretty set for a summer AND fall wardrobe and for some reason I’m stuck on dresses. I don’t wear dresses often but I’ve bought enough to last for the rest of my life. Cool, whispy, flowy, crunchy yet, princess-y length.... AND pretty soft rose and greys and lilac and burgundy colors... And navy blue! I never wear blue!! And shoes... Lord help me. We may never even leave the house again but I’m ready if we do!!

I still owe a post about my mother’s family and what’s come from that.

I have to go. I need a long bath.

Tracy