Here we are.... Yup, typed on my phone...

Here we go......

Things that make me happy-ish

1)Sonic ice. Not gonna lie. I eat about........ 2lbs of ice per day.

I’ll wait.......

I know!! It’s called Anemia!! Or rather... Pica, be glad that I’m not munching on the couch.... I almost wrote, carpet, but my 15 year old self laughed to hard and that’s when I knew I should change it.

2)My Embr wave! Keeps you warm on the inside and cool on the out! Yummy!! Actually, if you have one of these, quick tip that took me a week to figure out..... you can break the “rules.” If you use the cool selection on the inside of your wrists, you know, like the directions say, it can BURN your delicate wrist skin when the unit heats up to power the .... coolness..... I know, like a tiny little gerbal is inside and his wheel is just barely scraping the wall as he runs his little legs off... ouch!!

Put it on the other side of your wrist like a watch and turn that frown upside down! You’re welcome! I figured that out all by my little self and in a month or so that skin graft should be all healed up........( it’s a joke. Don’t sue me Embr... but seriously, cool that fucker down, will ya?)

1. Thieves oil simmering or in a diffuser. Seriously, I can’t breathe without it now. 

1. Etsy. I LOVE Jo Malone Orange Blossom perfume. I’ve said this before, I love to spritz a little in the air to help me fall asleep. World’s most expensive stress release. And on Etsy there is a store based in California that is NOT cheap but!!!! I think their orange blossom smells better than JM!!!! This is my youngest boys favorite scent as well and makes him sleepy. I had him smell this dupe ( duplicate) and HE likes it better too!!! Nice find!!!

1. I got paint!!!! My husband bought all the last of the delivery because he was there late and it was still only about 15 bottles!!

1. lockdown and creativity. I’ve been making my own butter with honey, garlic, herbs, cheese and it’s fantastic!! Plus I mean I shake the shit out of cream in a jar until it becomes butter. I love this!! And, we’ve been making our own essential oils and using them to make.... soap!! Wtf?? Also just as essential oils. It’s relaxing and experimenting is fun and thoughtful and smells pretty damn nice. I’ve been thinking of selling them at the farmers market when we get one back.

1. Small small tiny world. So I post something on Facebook and it must have been set to public for some reason because I get a comment from someone directly out of my past and I was shocked.

I’ll see if you can guess..... it said “Hey, hope this is you. I’m (name) name’s brother. Heard he missed his shot. Hope you’re well. I’ll tell ( brother’s name) hello from you. Let’s catch up.

It was Rob’s brother, the Rob who i met on the phone when I was 14 and he was 15. The Rob who I broke his heart when I became pregnant with the oldest boy and the Rob who came to ask me to Mary him but I was married and five months pregnant with OM.

It’s soooooo weird how life is like the infinity 8 sign and how two people can cross again in the middle just out of nowhere. Life is surprising.

1. Hey Dude shoes. I hate to wear shoes. I hate to wear socks. I hate my feet feeling tight AT ALL. The frigging adorable Doc’s I got last year? I need them stretched on the top of my foot.... Hey Dudes, not super attractive. Not super adorable.... I forget I have them on. Love them!!! 
2. the cafe umbrella we bought for the balcony. It’s 9ft across and keeps the house, probable 15 degrees cooler, maybe more, in the living room when the sun beats down onto the balcony doors with the heat of a thousand beams of light. I was actually cold in the house on a 90 degree day!
3. lots of Netflix and Amazon video stuff but I’m so tired. I’ll get back to that.

My daughter is in the hospital 7 weeks early with pre-eclampsia. I had it with her too so I guess her odds increased. Hoping to keep that baby boy in there for a bit longer!!

Night!!

Me